Summer is drawing to a close.. Med School is approaching

I am so excited about Medical School, but so sad to see my possible last summer at camp drawing to a close. It is horrible to think that next session, that starts Sunday, may be my last ever here at Camp Ridgecrest for Boys. That makes me horribly sad. Moving into a new apartment, starting to complete my life's dream of becoming a Physician, makes me real excited and happy. That is my dilemma right now.... Life. I wonder a lot of times when will I finally get a chill out break, or when will I be able to slow down and stop for a while. Well not anytime soon in the next 8-10 years probably haha. 4 years of school, 3-6 years of residency.. wooo hooo.. don't get me wrong, I am excited but also scared and doubtful of this daunting task that is before me. Am I smart enough? Do I have the willpower or the know how? I hope so.. but one thing that I do know that I have is my Jesus. And that is all I need to get through this crazy time in life. I forget that from time to time, but something always brings me back to that fact. It is usually a slap in the face by Him. He loves me enough to snap me into submission from time to time.

Thanks Jesus for being there for me, continue to break me so that I may build back stronger and stronger for you

Seth